Isn't it depressing when you don't know why you're upset or feeling a bit rubbish? Because I get that an awful lot.
Now is one of those times, I've been feeling a bit crappy all week, maybe because I'm thinking about what my future will be like, I've never been good with boys I like; I'm really confident in front of all my friends, but I get really awkward when put in that sort of situation. I'm also not good with expressing my true feelings to people, I often just break down at the smallest thing, like, if I get picked on in class to answer a question, and I don't know what to say, I sometimes just forget everything, and panic. It's usually because I haven't been listening, I'm easily distracted and find it difficult to concentrate on things I'm not massively interested in. I procrastinate a lot, I can't help it, and when I'm trying to sleep, it feels like there's a million thoughts in my head, all buzzing round. I, and a few friends, think it might be ADHD inattentive type, all my life I've been pretty much like this, and it all adds up.
So, any thoughts on that or am I being a hypochondriac?
Now go and watch the video to Fake plastic trees. Listen to it, and let it make you sad. It's a wonderful song, and I love it.
Wednesday, 18 May 2011
Sunday, 8 May 2011
It's a bit weird at night though, staring at someone with no head (who would be the same height as me if he had a head) with exactly the same measurements as you.
That's a dress I made that he's wearing by the way. Yay!